life become worthful when you know how to appreciate it...

once again i wrote in this site ...
sometimes i wonder why some people can't stand in our happiness ??
oowh,now i understand... maybe their born to be like that ... is it ??
just remind me yesterday when someone asking me about my relationship ...
'you are in love with my niece, isn't it??'
is it compulsary to me to answer such that question ?? oh god ...
is that matter bothering you till you can't sleep at night,or disturbing while you eating your snack ??
NO !!! isn't it ?? then why you should intervence the others ???
maybe i'm not too positively think about this thing... it's just some of precaution that i take when somebody warned me bout this person ...
i don't want to mention her name,enough if i said that she is a woman that only want to know ...
who cares ??? is not your problem and i have my right to answer it or not ...
neh,just let us forget bout it ... that's none of my business ... LOL ...
and that is a begining of my world,start to facing a lot of people with their own character...SO DO I ...
when we become older and older,we start to learn about the world...
i'm not saying that i'm afraid on it...
i'm just remind myself that I'M READY.... totally ready ...
sometimes i remind myself and the others,especially someone who close to me....
being more independent to face the new kind of world ...
we're not kids anymore ...
someday we will be a parent to our kid... as our parent used to ...
so become older will teach us a lot of thing...
we're leaving the GOLD time and entering the HARD time....
that's we called as a LAW OF KARMA that's no one can't escape from it....
it's already written in our life time...
so being positive and be brave is kind of we must have,preparing ourself...
i wondering if my lifetime will be always easy than i ever thought ??
who knows..........

haluan hidup yang bakal dihadapi tidak berapa lama lagi

fuh !!! lama sua ndak update nie benda tau ... biasalah kalau sudah malas tuh,semua benda pun ndk jadi ... tgh2 malam camni jadi bosan pula ... so dari boring ndak buat apa2,bek aku update benda nie ... mungkin lah aku nie ndk pandai sangat pasal menatang blog2 nie tapi at least aku cuba ...(boleh2 lah ... daripada ndak dapat langsung ?? kan ???)

so first at all,congrats kepada kawan2 aku yang sudah menyambung pelajaran and yang akan menyambung pelajaran ... kepada kawan2 aku di uitm kk tuh,good luck and hope you'll success yah ... kepada my lovely sayang,congrats ya ... ndak lama lagi sambung SPA sudah ... JURUPULIH ANGGOTA ... congrats once again ... 

 kadang2 aku rasa cemburu pula ... masing2 sambung study udah ... ada yang di uitm,matriks pun ada,kolej pun ada ... so aku nie ?? hehehe ... tercampak balik kat pra u sekolah sukan bandar penawar or skrg nie dikenali dgn nama yang agak2 jelik,SEKOLAH SUKAN TENGKU MAHKOTA ISMAIL ... kenapa lah mau tukar sangat nama tuh ... elok2 nma bpss,tukar pegi SSTMI ...ah forget it ...

back to the story,aku mmg cemburu dengan diorang tapi apa boleyh buat ... tu rezeki diorang ... orang cakap pintu rezeki tu ada di mana2 sahaja ... so aku pegang balik kata2 tuh ... baru aku terfikir,mungkin tuhan sudah tetapkan apa yang terbaik bagi aku ... mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik ini semua ... 

aku still berharap agar temuduga terbuka yang aku ikut tempoh hari tu berjaya ... so,anyone,tolong doakan aku ...

so,nie sahaja yang aku boleh kongsi kali nie ... next time aku update lagi ya .... 

cheerio !!!!